Sunday, December 20, 2009

Early Morning thoughts

I have no idea why I am up this early, other than my bladder woke me up. I laid in bed, trying to fall back asleep for a couple hours, but it wasn't happening. Then I thought I would check my email, since I won't have a computer for a couple weeks. Well, there was an e-mail from my TA for Food and Nutrition saying that our final grades had been posted....I got a C, which is what I was expecting. However, what I was not expecting was to find that my Public Administration grade had also been posted.....I got a D!!!!!!!!!!! Now, I know that sounds silly to be excited about, however, I am thrilled! I thought I was going to fail this class. I would not have had to take it over, because I no longer need it for my major, however, the F would have seriously brought my already low GPA even lower. This is a beautiful start to hopefully a beautiful day!
I had an awesome day yesterday hanging out with some awesome people! I got to work with a friend that I haven't gotten to spend alot of time with this semester so that was kind of nice that we got to work together and talk and catch up. Then I was super productive. Steve has wanted me to make an expense sheet to help give me a better look at my finances. This was extremely helpful because it let me see clearly what I need to pay to people, instead of looking at a huge stack of bills that become extremely overwhelming.
Then I went to my best friend Lauren's graduation. I also had 4 other friends that graduated as well. My friends Chris, Kent, Kevin, and my sorority sister Rebekka. I felt so blessed that they wanted me to share in their day with them! The Fair(Chris' family) family, Christie, Lauren, Nick, and I all went to Cracker Barrel where Chris' dad paid for my lunch. That was incredibly generous of him, since I had just met him. I then went to Marie and Andreya's which is where I will be staying for most of break, and procceeded to pass out for most of the afternoon. I was supposed to hang out with Katie B, but fell asleep, so she came over to get me lol. I woke up and she was in my room....kinda creepy at first, but then funny lol.
I went to her house, where Erica, Nate, Katie, Chris, and I watched Clue. Well, they watched Clue, I watched the inside of my eye-lids. I was soooo tired. I hadn't slept, like really slept, in over a week. My sleep last night was amazing. I went to bed around 11ish, and woke up at 6:30 and I feel so refreshed. I will probably come home and sleep some more after church.
I am having incredibly mixed feelings about this break. I need the break just to relax and try to regroup, but at the same time, it is really hard to do that when I am spending all of my time freaking out about what my family is going to do next. They have been incredibly quiet the last few days and it is making me really nervous. I know that I should just enjoy the quiet and be happy that they are being quiet, but in my family that is never ever a good thing! Oh, well. I will just wait and see what the Lord is doing with that. I know He has something great planned....if only to know what it is....but that is for Him.

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